Thursday, July 26, 2007
IM AT JOEYS HOUSE~~~~WHOOOHHHOOOO!!!
super happy!!=DDD
im always missing when you need me there..
i know..
im here to comfort you and wipe away all your tears away this time..
everything will be fine..
i promise..
~~~your smile makes my heart beat faster and at times it just stops...
hearing your voice makes me smile into thin air..
and i look stupid when i do that...
the way you hold me makes me feel secure.
i feel that you fill the emptiness that is instilled in me
just being near you makes me feel a hell lot special..
i never thought that my feelings for you would be soo much...
it acctually makes me glow...
i just love you too much already..
your like this other half of me already...
its been a long time since i felt soo happy n fulfilled..
im soo glad you entered my life and made me feel all special and loved again..
ILOVEYOU!!!~~~
DINA___&ILOVEYOU!!!
!dina♥RETARDS!
11:21 PM
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Monday, July 16, 2007
I WONT BE ABLE TO BLOG FOR 4 TO 7 DAYS STARTIN FROM TODAY!!
comp at home kena virus..
so now im in sch,mt class...
nothing to do so im here bloggin as i wont be able to later on..=[
16 JULY 2007-
went out with Huiying,WeiHao,Rachel,David,Alex,Thane,Benda,MeiEe,Jonathan.,Chris n his gf..and i think thats about it la..
yeah.
then we went to long jonh silver~long time no go.
saw my ' fren'..
its a total insult to know him luh!
no offence!lol
then thane,benda,meiee and jonathan left..
leavin the rest eating their meals..
n CLAM CHOWDER!!!eee..lol
sorry.i just really hate seafood.=p
then..went to the mini playground..
AND IT STARTED TO POUR!!
so we like squeezed into the tunnel below
AND WE GOT CHASED OUT!!
this would be the thrid time im being chased out for this!!-_-''
then walk n walk n walk and David settled on a sopt near the water park..
so yeah..then i was like feeling freaking thirsty luh!!
soooo me,huiying and Weihao went to 711 and he treated us to this SUPER BIGGGG GULP DRINK!!
MANY MANY MANY THANKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!haha
then they started kaughin for no reason..
i only realised wad they were laughin at when i reached home and chatted with Weihao..
ASS LUH!!
he said i was super cute filling the bottle?!?!
WTH?!
hhaha..
then..went pet safari..
saw this really pathetic dagg..
i fell in love with it like how i fell in love with the labrador i saw last time i went in there..
it looked as though it would die any moment luh!
poor dog..i would take it if i could..
then went to tiong with weihao and huiying..
they bought bubble tea and he lafet leavin me n huiying..
we sat at a very peaceful spot and chatted luh..
then went home and talked with weihao..
well thats it la..
BYE BYE!!
DINA______& i take it back...i didnt fall and i never did..
it was all just a mixed feeling..=D
!dina♥RETARDS!
9:05 PM
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Friday, July 13, 2007
hi!
im totally emo today..
i dont know why..
i was sad,then angry..
im going crazy i think..
its all very funny luh..
but its nice..
cause your in like a not stable mind.
and you do unstable things..
i always throw ball to the bball the rebound board..
specially when im sad or angry.
so i was like putting all my strenght into it..
i think i almost cried but i held it back luh.=(
then walking to the bus stop that time..
i wasnt lookin cause i was thinking of something else and....
the car almost hit me...........
yes,the car almost hit me..
but thane saved me..
or something like that.
yeah..
thanks again thane..
then went tiong,slacked,and im now home..
wondering when my fren is coming online..
i really need to talk to him..
i miss last year.
everything was totally diff......
now is like the endin of some things that i don wan to end.
the days i want to end seems never ending but
the days that i want never to end always ends fast..
i couldnt get to explain myself..
everything was moving to fast..
i couldnt think straight..
it takes a second to fall in love
but it takes an eternity to get over them..
im glad my eternity is over..
DINA____&I THINK I FELL FOR YOU~
!dina♥RETARDS!
4:21 AM
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Thursday, July 12, 2007
TODAY WAS VERY VERY FUN~~~~!!!!!!
I HATE THANE CHAN!!!
as soon as he came,i got all very very wet!!
but thanks for like sticking to me when i was like no mood,or like very sad like that..
THANKS!!
i think all i needed was your stupid qns n humor..=P
THANKS:
CHINYI for the food n hospitality!!
n TO RYAN N LUCAS for the P.E t-shirt..
n n n.....RACHEL for the baloon filling help.
n TIFANNY for the ride bck to the hse..
N CHEYENNE for coming down
N RYAN again for the slippers..
i didnt want the day to end..
but all good things come to an end~~
SUCKS!!
yeah..
BOBO is VERY CUTE LEH!!
so good one..
everybody gt doGG !!!
I ALSO WANT!!!!=[
haha..
today i felt very invisible around you.
i think you really have changed.
and you can do wadever.
break your promises to me like you always do
and just dont talk to me anymore...you might as well not..
i thought you could still be someone i could talk to..but i guess i was wrong again
im sick of this..why must i suffer like this when u don even freakin care anymore??
so i decided that........im going to sweep you away..
like the dust on the floor,
like the leaves on the ground get swept away by the wind..
i hope your happy cause isnt this wad u wanted me to be all along?
gt your wish huh?
DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD:
!dina♥RETARDS!
6:49 AM
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Wednesday, July 11, 2007
JULY 11 2007
i feel like im very lost..
of words, of thoughts and of wad to do
i dont know wad to do nowadays..
we wake up,go sch,study,play,eat,go home,sleep n so the cycle repeats itself again.
im like WHY THE F... ARE WE DOIN THIS?!?
in other words i guess im just tired of living..
eversince November last year..
everything just went wrong and it became the aftermath of hurricane katrina...=[
sometimes its like i would cross the road without lookin..
or smth like that..
you say i should like don think of it..
or its over alreay la!don think of it!!
or..how bout you just say how you feel..
but if i do any of this i know i would make a fool out of myself or
hurt myself even more..
im like totally blurred out...
lucky i have good frens that puss me onward and be the ones i need most of the time=D
i was totally sad today~~
just that ppl think im angry or some crazy crap.
but im just really sad..thats all luh
im like dying here!!
im sick and freaking tired of living..its like no use one loh!
all those wars,those fights...wad do we benefit from in the end??
we r one world,one species n we share this world..
we will all die one day anyway..
so i mean seriously speakin,
WADS THE FREAKIN USE?!?!
thanks for the laughs today LEO,THANE,HUIYING,JOEY AND OMAR,CK TOO..=DD
TOMORROWS HIS BIG DAY!!
WE'RE GONNA MAKE HIM HAPPY UNTIL HE CRIES FOR JOY!!=)))))))
I LOVE YOU GUYS!!~
DINA_____&ILOVEYOU...SLITS WILL SCAR~
!dina♥RETARDS!
4:48 AM
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Tuesday, July 10, 2007
TODAY WAS LIKE ANY OTHER DAY~~
just full of nonsensical crap again..
n during DnT alot of things happen.
firstt of all i wan to say that im very happy that me n cheyenne are better again.
i like really miss her lots luh!
and im just really happy!!!
she sprained her ankle today after sch!!
hope your better cheyenne!!
prayers for your ankle!!=D
then err,,made that video thing for english project.
very FUNNY!!
then went sarah's hse to edit the thing luh..
thanks sarah for the editing the whole movie!!
n i almost erased it!!>.<
yeah...
im walking to sch with joey these days
very funny like crazy.
yeah.
n ALOT OF PROBLEMS R HAPENING!!
n i just want them bith to end it all
n so im tryin my best to bring them back TOGETHER!!!
PLS DON SAY ANYTHING ABOUT THEM BOTH ANYBODY WHOS OUT TO MAKE THEM
HATE EACH OTHER!!!!
CAUSE I WILL N WILL KILL YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yeah..
i know they miss each other cause i know how it feels!!
n i dont like it!
n i just hope tomorrow its all fine already!=DD
and huiying, dont be sad ok?
i love you!!
and you know alot of other ppl lovess you too!!
don have to be loved by him cause you got us..
n we have your back!!=D
and you know wad i told you today,yah!
dont you find it shockin too??
well i hope is wad you said luh..
cause i don know,i just feel the way i feel..
you know..yeah..
THATS ALL!!
I LOVE BEARS!!
I WANT A BEAR!
SOMEONE BUY ME A BEAR!!
AND IM GOING TO SAY THIS UNTIL SOMEONE BUYS ME ONE!!
HAHA
DINA___&-IS GREEN
P.S THANKS TO OMAR&HUIYING FOR HELPING ME COPEWITH THE YOU KNOW WAD..=DD
I WILL TRY NOT TO CUT K??
I LOVE
JOEY,SARAH,HUIYING,GAITHRI,OMAR,CHEYENNE<33
!dina♥RETARDS!
5:45 AM
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Monday, July 9, 2007
STEAMBOAT DAY
SEOW CHEE BDAE
STEAMBOAT PIC WITH SOON N JOEYYYYY!!!LOVE JOEYYYY!!
!dina♥RETARDS!
5:50 AM
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