im totally emo today.. i dont know why.. i was sad,then angry.. im going crazy i think..
its all very funny luh.. but its nice.. cause your in like a not stable mind. and you do unstable things..
i always throw ball to the bball the rebound board.. specially when im sad or angry. so i was like putting all my strenght into it.. i think i almost cried but i held it back luh.=(
then walking to the bus stop that time.. i wasnt lookin cause i was thinking of something else and.... the car almost hit me........... yes,the car almost hit me.. but thane saved me.. or something like that. yeah.. thanks again thane..
then went tiong,slacked,and im now home.. wondering when my fren is coming online.. i really need to talk to him.. i miss last year. everything was totally diff...... now is like the endin of some things that i don wan to end.
the days i want to end seems never ending but the days that i want never to end always ends fast.. i couldnt get to explain myself.. everything was moving to fast.. i couldnt think straight..
it takes a second to fall in love but it takes an eternity to get over them.. im glad my eternity is over..