i feel like im very lost.. of words, of thoughts and of wad to do i dont know wad to do nowadays.. we wake up,go sch,study,play,eat,go home,sleep n so the cycle repeats itself again. im like WHY THE F... ARE WE DOIN THIS?!?
in other words i guess im just tired of living.. eversince November last year.. everything just went wrong and it became the aftermath of hurricane katrina...=[ sometimes its like i would cross the road without lookin.. or smth like that..
you say i should like don think of it.. or its over alreay la!don think of it!! or..how bout you just say how you feel.. but if i do any of this i know i would make a fool out of myself or hurt myself even more..
im like totally blurred out... lucky i have good frens that puss me onward and be the ones i need most of the time=D i was totally sad today~~ just that ppl think im angry or some crazy crap. but im just really sad..thats all luh im like dying here!!
im sick and freaking tired of living..its like no use one loh! all those wars,those fights...wad do we benefit from in the end?? we r one world,one species n we share this world.. we will all die one day anyway.. so i mean seriously speakin, WADS THE FREAKIN USE?!?!
thanks for the laughs today LEO,THANE,HUIYING,JOEY AND OMAR,CK TOO..=DD TOMORROWS HIS BIG DAY!! WE'RE GONNA MAKE HIM HAPPY UNTIL HE CRIES FOR JOY!!=))))))) I LOVE YOU GUYS!!~